what do you... fear? by eitje. Forum: General.

Page of 1
in the interest of learning more about folks, let talk about what ALWAYS scares us or freaks us out, no matter how grown up and logical we try to be.
personally, it's open doorways & uncovered windows w/ darkness on the other side.

when i was a little kid, there was a ghostbusters cartoon about the boogeyman. He always came out of kids' closets. so, starting from a young age, i had to sleep w/ all of the doors in my room closed. i think it started there, but i can't be sure.

i'm getting better about it these days, but i still end up freaking myself out thinking about what might be there, if i'm walking someplace at night and i see a unlit doorstep or window w/ no drapes or light on the other side.
Insects.

I can't stand the thought of them crawling on me, going into my mouth when I sleep. It's fairly mild, but I still have to steel myself to do it every time I need to kill one with nothing but a thin tissue between it and my hand.
Spiders. The vast majority, and pretty much all of them in NY are quite safe, but they freak me out nonetheless.
Poisonous insects, needles, and rejection.
Spiders. Last night there was this dark thing in my closet that I thought was a spider. I screamed until my dad came downstairs to spray it with bug spray and then try to catch it. After spraying it, he came to the conclusion that it was just a piece of feather boa. Convinced that the actual spider had escaped his grasp and put this decoy in place, I refused to return to my room for about three hours. Eventually I had to come back to scan the comic, but I slept in fear for the rest of the night. Hopefully the spider is gone now, having realized that my room is not the best place for a spider to be.
Spiders, Bees, Hornets, Wasps, Other Flying Stinging Insects, Needles, a lack of computers
Nuclear apocalypse.
how does that work? do you think about a dramatic escalation of tensions between foreign powers resulting in nukes landing in your home town a lot, or something?
Escalation of powers? Hardly, it's gonna be a microwave with a spoon in it.
I believe the proper term is "Nukuler Pockyclypse."

I fear waking up only to find that the past 42 days have been but a dream.
Dust mites bees global warming e. coli UFOs landslides clowns the inevitable heat death of the universe nanotech supervolcanos yet the illuminati papercuts asbestos centaurs
people. Unless they are stick figures.
Being alone.
"Being alone."

What do you want to bet everyone else was thinking this, but afraid even to say it out loud?

<i>Jim wanted to do something legitimately scary, as opposed to Halloween-scary. "Ghosts aren't scary..." he told me before explaining that before writing the strips he went around to everyone he knew and asked them what truly scared them. The answer he got most often was "being alone" or "dying alone". Just that simple.</i>

http://www.boingboing.net/2006/08/05/death-of-garfield.html
I'd like to add that one of my newest (albeit most minor) fears is "looking foolish when you discover that you're posting on forum software that doesn't allow HTML tags".
"Being alone."

What do you want to bet everyone else was thinking this, but afraid even to say it out loud?


I think I could probably handle being alone, but being alone with nothing to do would be hell. I hate being bored.

test
[b]test[/b]
test
[i]test[/i]
for the "being alone" crowd, i suppose the apocalyptic movies like "28 days later" have a lot of horror content in them for you, right?
SPOILERS:

"28 days later" has "being alone" type horror, but in practice it didn't work as well as it could have because even when the protagonist didn't know what had happened to everyone, you did. You could sympathize with him but not empathize with him. It was just (a well done example of) standard survival horror, with a bit of "Lord of the Flies" / "Heart of Darkness" style horror at the end.

The most powerful "being alone" horror I've seen was the darkly solipsist end of Twain's "The Mysterious Stranger". After a long depressing process, the narrator discovers that the entire universe is his own imagination, "a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought - a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!" Of course, it didn't help that I read this story as a child, or that after I finished it I spent several disturbing minutes searching a silent empty house for my inexplicably vanished family (who without mentioning it to me had simply gone outside to talk)...
Spiders for me too. And not just in a way of "I wouldn't want to hold a spider in my hand". More in the sense of "I have to disable images in my web browser before opening the Wikipedia entry on Arthropods" and "I may have read the chapter 'Shelob's Lair' in LotR without skipping pages once, but if so I've repressed the memory."

None of my family like spiders much, but they all agree that I take it to the point of psychosis.
are you sure you're not emo? maybe your sister knows something you don't...
Why, do emos fear spiders?
Spiders (sometimes), anything that flies and has a stinger, heights, not being able to breathe, confrontation, initiating conversations with people I don't know (especially if it involves a phone call).

I think that's a representative list for me.
initiating conversations with people I don't know (especially if it involves a phone call)


I forgot that one. I've nearly got over it (compared to the arachnophobia at least, which only got worse), but when I was 15 or so I couldn't call strangers at all.
Religion and it's preference for dogma over discovery.
The Amish.
Went on a field trip to Amish country in PA while in elementary school. There was a group of old Amish men that were talking, then turned to look at me with these evil expressions, or maybe just a lot of wrinkles, either way, ever since then I just don't want to go near them or have them see me.
I like spiders, even though they sometimes surprise the Hell out of me. Crickets are worse though, because they hide in my shoes.

I fear sharks, but not real sharks. I don't really have an escape route if I come up against a selfish meme. But this isn't so bad because I used to be afraid of my own House. I still don't trust my House, but we've come to a cease-fire type of alliance.
New fear: crickets in shoes.

...I have only recently stopped having nightmares about staircases.
"A is for Alice who fell down the Stairs..." ~ Edward Gorey
Wow, I just read that online somewhere. Staircases? So far I've had just one nightmare about escalators that I remember. It went on forever...

And I wouldn't find a cricket in my shoe terrible as such, but it would shake me up badly because there is always that split second where I find something creepy with an exoskeleton and find out it's not a spider.
yeah, i hate going down stairs, especially when the steps are kinda small and the incline seems a little too steep.

i also don't like coming down ladders for the same reason. i think it's rooted in an irrational fear of moderate heights.
the only stairs that i could imagine to be scary are those at the kukulkan pyramid at chichen itza. those things look horrifying.
And I wouldn't find a cricket in my shoe terrible as such, but it would shake me up badly because there is always that split second where I find something creepy with an exoskeleton and find out it's not a spider.


Weirdly, even before looking closely, my mind tells me what's a spider and what's not. There was once something big and crawly on my floor, and I routinely covered it with the 'Ha! You can't get away now!' thing I put on bugs that are in my room, without a bit of fear. I didn't look closely for fear that I'd find a spider, but I didn't /really/ think it was a spider because I wasn't terrified. It ended up being a cricket.
That doesn't work for me, unfortunately. When I see something crawly, they are assumed spider until proven insect.

Curiously, in recent years this fear of *actual* spiders has slackened a bit. Now I just feel "paralyzed" for a moment when I see one, and I don't panic as long as I'm about 2 meters away. Living on my own has trained me to get rid of them on my own (I even let it out with a glass instead of crushing it).

I still cannot easily look at *pictures* of spiders. But this is likely because the size sample is skewed. In these parts (which is why I'd hesitate to visit Australia, an otherwise altogether cool continent), spiders larger than a matchbox are rare. On pictures, there's no limit.
I inherited a bit of my mother's fear of spiders, but not much...
But every time I watch a horror movie and walk through the house afterwards, every last shadow in the house (especially if I turn my back to it) scares me for no good reason. Maybe that's all because I'm sometimes too lazy to just switch the lights on :D

Also, I'm _always_ scared of misinterpreting someone's emotions and hurting them because of that.
Darcey spotting my home, dressing up as giant spider, flying through the window and eating my brain.

Also nuclear warfare and global warming.
Ontological limbo.
Death?

Just, as a stand-alone thing. Death.
I don't suppose I have any fears of physical things. . . I'd probably say ignorance terrifies me. That's the best I can do.
Moderate to large amounts of flowing blood especially my own. Also spiders scare me.
I don't suppose I have any fears of physical things. . . I'd probably say ignorance terrifies me. That's the best I can do.


But aren't the intangible fears the worser of the two being that you can't simply avoid the object? Unless you can see Greek gods and simply get the ones on the good side of the ones who represent the intangible fear to have them leave you alone.
Many things scare me, the thing that worries/scares me the most though is waking up one day to find I've been in a Matrix like world.
Velociraptors. And needles.
Page of 1